Dabble in it

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Mon, 25 Feb 2013 23:25:24 -0500

No matter what I do, there’s no hope for this to stop. I pray your mind is clearer than mine...

Thu, 03 Jan 2013 01:55:59 -0500

No matter what I do, there’s no hope for this to stop. I pray your mind is clearer than mine for this has been oppressive. Why is it that the guilty find peace while the victims suffer?

Sigur Rós - “Gobbledigook” (by JamieandKyrill)

Wed, 02 Jan 2013 23:11:09 -0500

Sigur Rós - “Gobbledigook” (by JamieandKyrill)

The funny thing about listening is I don’t have to hear you. And the funny thing about talking...

Wed, 02 Jan 2013 11:20:06 -0500

The funny thing about listening is I don’t have to hear you. And the funny thing about talking is your words are tied.

"You have been and still are his divinity, and this infatuation never reached his soul…"

Mon, 17 Dec 2012 22:28:32 -0500

“You have been and still are his divinity, and this infatuation never reached his soul…”

- Leo Tolstoy

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Mon, 10 Dec 2012 23:30:18 -0500

The tides are changing. Things have been so serene since you left. I don’t know how...

Sat, 27 Oct 2012 14:57:00 -0400

The tides are changing. Things have been so serene since you left. I don’t know how that’s possible, but it’s happening. I can look back on our old conversations and photos and prove my memories right. You can say we were troubled all you want to appease your present fans, but we were great; you, yourself, admitted to it again and again. There was an inconceivable chemistry, and it was perfect. The suffering has gone, and I feel, for the first time, fulfilled with our past. I’ve put it all in your hands, and it will remain there.

Geminid meteor shower with one boyfriend, Orionid meteor shower with another. Oh, life…

Sun, 21 Oct 2012 01:34:25 -0400

Geminid meteor shower with one boyfriend, Orionid meteor shower with another. Oh, life…

typewrittenword: “You Will Hear Thunder” by Anna...

Fri, 05 Oct 2012 19:27:05 -0400

typewrittenword:

“You Will Hear Thunder” by Anna Akhmatova

submission from charlie-dontsurf

noctis-aeternae: p-e-s-t-i—l-e-n-c-e: Au coeur de la foret IV...

Thu, 04 Oct 2012 21:18:00 -0400

noctis-aeternae:

p-e-s-t-i—l-e-n-c-e:

Au coeur de la foret IV by *lawra on deviantART

I could stay here

I forgave you. I tried to force myself to trust you again. Once I had, you were gone. And I’ll...

Fri, 28 Sep 2012 18:34:07 -0400

I forgave you. I tried to force myself to trust you again.
Once I had, you were gone.
And I’ll probably wish for the rest of my life that I had done it sooner.
Sorry that I couldn’t heal on your terms.

You and I will be a tough act to follow

Fri, 07 Sep 2012 11:50:08 -0400

You and I will be a tough act to follow

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Sat, 11 Aug 2012 09:07:00 -0400

7-1-2010

Sun, 22 Apr 2012 00:43:00 -0400

I seldom cry over anything; it’s usually worthless. When I met him, I never thought I’d be crying in love with him. Being vulnerable is never a situation I allow myself to be thrown into. The more time goes on, the more we bicker and rant, which in my case is with the anxiety of being away from him. I think of how he has expressed his mind in the open air and how long it’s taken me to feel as if I want to do the same. It’s the one thing that allows me to cry without grief or reason; tears run rogue and yet my smile stays. It’s the most complex emotion that offers general happiness, love, and extreme desire on a platter for the taking. However, a wisp of fear hovers alongside this sensation. This fear begs to reveal that I’m feeling all this for no reason; one day he’ll just be done and stroll away without the faintest regret. In times like this he calms my paranoia with such effortlessness. Then I realize that I need that calm in my life, and I hope that he needs my desire in his. A perfect balance, never planned or talked about. It’s just there like the rain and the sun, switching violently, but equally balanced and made so that life can grow. I hope ours do, and entwine further than they already have. Vines that, separate, would lay low but together will go on forever.